Who Would I Be If No One Needed Me?

It is a disorienting question. So much of my identity has quietly attached itself to being the one who shows up, the one who fixes, and the one who helps. If I am not patching something up for someone…
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A Weird Stubbornness to Stay

If nothing changes, where do I honestly see myself in five or ten years? I keep circling that question like I am walking around a locked door, trying every handle and still not getting in. I picture t…
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Stuck

Sometimes it feels like my life is on rails and I am just a passenger, watching it all go by. Work, video games, sleepless nights, repeat. I drag myself from one day to the next like I am half awake, …
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The Weight of What If

After yet another long, drawn-out night, just lying awake and staring at the ceiling, waiting for the chance to finally sleep, I can’t help but wander through all the “what ifs” of my life. It feels l…
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